... HIS love.
Wake up in the sunny lovely morning, breathing the fantastic air of life , rising from the comfortable bed and peaceful surrounding ,checking myslef in the mirror while take the refreshment.Everything is still perfect, HE is looking at me.I know that i can feel the stare and glance of love but i walk away.
I dressed up according to occasion, im so forgetfull and kept wearing something wrong, again HE is watching,embracing me and whispering to me lovingly,telling me what im wearing is wrong," its to dangerous to go out like that" i am just so furious again i walk away .
Day by Day, the time passess by , HE is still watching me while i sleep, smooches me with love and security in the morning , always telling me what the best for me, but as i am so forgetfull and i am so blind to know that how much HE loves me.I choose to be ignorance.until the day HE walks away.
Everything is not going like what i want to, I start to blame everyone, everything and I finally blame HIM for everything happend. My morning is not the same again i woke up thinking he is smooching me, but HE is not there, I look into the mirror but what i see is plain dying soul without him besides me , My night is so cold and i am trembling the whole night without the hugs and love from him.Death sounds good now. Now i know that , I need nothing but him by my side.I dont need anything else, just him.i miss him.I love HIM.
with tears in my eyes, now i am standing at his door. wanting to call him but i am so ashamed for what i have done, but without him, i am nothing but a plain soul. A walking zombie. I stood there , waiting and pondering , still holding tight to my arrogance and ego . But as i am nothing and i am so weak without him, i whispered for him, i cried out his name ,i cant bear the feeling anymore, i dont think he will forgive me, but it worth to try.But and there he is. Opening the door for me, smiling and embracing me once again.whispering the word"welcome home" to my soul , i am alive again. HE never leave me, HE always there watching , He just want me to find him. Now i have fallen in love to deep with him. HE is my breath, HE is my morning, My midnight, My Joy and Sorrow , HE is the voice that always understands me , HE is my life and he is My death.I love HIM.I pray that HE will always make me fell in love with HIM.Thank you my lord.
I LOVE YOU ALLAH.
-from shy girl that fell in love with Allah again.
brother and sister , no matter what your beliefs is, always lets pray that GOD will always love us and always make us fell in love with him :) ... we are so lucky that GOD always love us! <3 lets share and spread the Love :*
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